Thursday, February 02, 2006

So how are ya rog?

So I am asked this quite often? My response is I am level. Yea, somebody from another country/culture would have no idea what i mean, but a local would understand .

It pretty much means things are status quo. But I recently got to thinking, the last 5 years or so of my life have been just level. Not particularly happy, or sad for that matter.

So what do I make of this? Well I dont really know. I cant really remember a really long period of my life where I was like seriously happy. Not like even back to back months. I would have a good few days and a few sucky ones. Or just like average days where I alternated between being cheerful and pissed.


Which brings me to the next question. How do I go about achieveing long term happiness? Will I get it from a really satisfying job? a relationship, finding my passion for who knows what?

basically i am not unfullfilled? However sometimes I wonder if I am missing out on the world?

3 Comments:

Blogger Ana said...

world = marbles? :)

11:39 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

pushes ana off cliff

pushes truck of cement blocks after

pushes second truck of reinforced steel

8:03 AM  
Blogger M. said...

I don't think you should look for happiness, Rog. I think you should look for JOY.

Happiness is a temporary state. Dependent on what is happening around you, dependent on how you FEEL at a particular point in time. JOY is a state of MIND. When you decide you are simply going to ride on the wind and keep your head high no matter what.

$0.02

9:38 AM  

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